bought plane ticket to Abilene (450 bucks)...check
Hotel reservations (400 bucks for 4 nights)...check
Now...WHY THE FUCK AM I DOING THIS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Granted...I get to see my sister and her family that I have not seen in forever....and someone I have known for over 30 years that I have not seen in about 13...
but...WHY THE FUCK AM I DOING THIS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
I graduated high school with barely an honarable mention...my grades sucked...LOL...in a class of 461...I was number 400!
I did not hang out with the people that would put this party on...they would probably not know my name if it was not on my credit card when I paid the cash to go...
again..."WHY THE FUCK AM I DOING THIS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?"
I think I made a huge mistake...but...I get to see my nephew play football on a Saturday morning
what was I thinking?? Was I planning on impressing them? fat chance....I went to a "privledged" school by living in the "right" neighborhood....and that did not matter then.
I was still a "blue collar punk"...my dad threw wrenches for a living...and I used to do it too (want to again...but...the economy and all)
I don't know how I am supposed to be.
Everyone knows I am an asshole....but in high school...I was not quite as extreme...
I was somewhat polite... you could even say I was "friendly"... (thank god i learned my lesson)
well...not much of a choice now...ticket is bought...time for the ride